After Wedding Report

the wedding was beautiful. honestly. i kept hearing over and over, "that was the most romantic ceremony i've ever been to." turns out all those years of dreaming and planning that special day paid off. pastor ed glover was perfect! i'm so glad we had him. the church was lovely; my father and best friend did all the flowers. it was perfect.
the honeymoon was wonderful. relaxing. the outter banks...best place ever for a honeymoon.
i thought i'd have one moment of freak-out. not in the "holy crap, what did i do!" thing but more like, "forever! forever? really?" but i didn't. it just felt so right!
love is wonderful.

Twenty Days...

In 20 days, I'll wake up as Linday Bachman and go to sleep as Lindsay Flickinger.

In 20 days, I'm going to sleep in a bed with someone...wake up to them in the morning....for the rest of my life!

In 20 days, the two of us become one flesh. What does that even mean? :D

In 20 days, I'll have a husband, to have and to hold, until death.

In 20 days, I can have all the guiltless sex I want. (After 3:30PM that is!) lol

20 days is too soon, and way too far away!

:D

I'm getting married in 42 days. It's been in the planning stages, well, ever since I can remember. Was it just me and my sister who used to stage our weddings, putting mom's half slips over our hair, make-believing a beautiful ornate veil? I cannot remember a time when I did not want to be a wife, "to have and to hold" someone "till death do us part."

Sometimes I feel like I'm living in some dream world, like I'll wake up and it won't be real. Sometimes I'm just scared to death; you know how it is - when a dream becomes reality. At the end of it all though, I want to be the wife he always dreamed of. And beyond that, I just really want to be a wife.

So, cheers to 42 days...and then life begins!